{"id":1237,"date":"2020-03-02T16:56:08","date_gmt":"2020-03-02T15:56:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/?p=1237"},"modified":"2020-03-02T16:56:09","modified_gmt":"2020-03-02T15:56:09","slug":"promene","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/blog\/sve-je-to-zivot\/promene\/","title":{"rendered":"PROMENE"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"bsf_rt_marker\"><\/div>\n<p>Drvo ispred moje terase je po\u010delo da cveta. Bila sam iznena\u0111ena kad sam jutros primetila da je, odjednom, od onako sasu\u0161enog, \u010dinilo se i jedva \u017eivog drveta, dobilo prelepe bele cvetove. To se nije desilo preko no\u0107i, nego ja nisam verovatno dugo, gledala kroz prozor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"853\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/IMG_20200302_111546.jpg?resize=640%2C853&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1239\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/IMG_20200302_111546-scaled.jpg?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/IMG_20200302_111546-scaled.jpg?resize=350%2C467&amp;ssl=1 350w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/IMG_20200302_111546-scaled.jpg?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/IMG_20200302_111546-scaled.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/IMG_20200302_111546-scaled.jpg?w=1280&amp;ssl=1 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><figcaption>sdr<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>U frci i trci, koju \u017eivot nosi, nekako ne primetimo stvari koje nam se podrazumevaju. Ra\u010duna\u0161 one su uvek tu, oko tebe, tu su i  ba\u0161 zbog toga nisu u na\u0161em vidiku. Primeti\u0161 odjednom: &#8220;Gle, kako mi je dete poraslo?!!&#8221; Ili: &#8221; Odakle meni ovoliko sedih?&#8221; Primeti\u0161 odjednom, da je mnogo toga pro\u0161lo, da je \u017eivot pro\u0161ao, da si se udaljio od nekih ljudi, da ti neki ljudi nedostaju sad kad ih nema, a dok su bili tu, ti si ih jednostavno podrazumevao. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ja sebe \u010desto podse\u0107am da je sve jedna velika promena! \u010citav na\u0161 \u017eivot je podlo\u017ean promenama. Evo, upravo \u0107u uzeti gutljaj vode i ve\u0107 \u0107u svoje \u0107elije u organizmu promeniti. Pomisli\u0107u misao, koja mi prija ili ne, i ve\u0107 \u0107u promeniti ne\u0161to u svom telu, u zavisnosti od onoga \u0161to \u0107u u &#8220;sebe uneti&#8221;, tako \u0107u i sebe podesiti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> Kako da se postavim pred promenom? \u0160ta \u0107u? Da li da je do\u010dekam oberu\u010dke, raduju\u0107i se, ili da probam da misli o njoj odlo\u017eim, jer mi stvaraju strepnju, jer mi stvaraju na momente i tugu? Pa dobijem onu &#8220;knedlu u grlu&#8221;, za svim \u0161to ostaje iza mene. Tada, kad mi do\u0111e ta &#8220;knedla u grlu&#8221;, setim se, da sam ispod jedne svoje slike napisala davno &#8220;Iza mene ni\u0161ta, ispred mene sve.&#8221; I to mi da potreban vetar u le\u0111a&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Odavno znam, da je promena prirodna stvar. Nedavno sam  pisala tekst &#8220;STRAH OD PROMENA&#8221;. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ja u biti volim promene, jer ih shvatam kao deo \u017eivota, ciklusa, kruga. Ali kada te \u017eivot sam uhvati za ruku i iznenada dovede &#8220;pred svr\u0161en \u010din&#8221;, \u0161ta \u0107e\u0161? Mo\u017eda misli\u0161 da nisi ba\u0161 sada spreman? To ti misli\u0161. Samo ti. \u017divot tako ne misli.  Shvati\u0161 da ti se zapravo NI\u0160TA, ali NI\u0160TA ne doga\u0111a, dok nisi spreman. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-gallery columns-1 is-cropped wp-block-gallery-1 is-layout-flex wp-block-gallery-is-layout-flex\"><li class=\"blocks-gallery-item\"><figure><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"640\" height=\"640\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=640%2C640&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" data-id=\"854\" data-link=\"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/da-vam-nesto-kazem\/kad-sve-meni-naopako-krene\/attachment\/textgram_1495740703\/\" class=\"wp-image-854\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=1024%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=300%2C300&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=100%2C100&amp;ssl=1 100w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=350%2C350&amp;ssl=1 350w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?resize=768%2C768&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/textgram_1495740703.png?w=1080&amp;ssl=1 1080w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/figure><\/li><\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p>U takvim situacijama ja uvek biram put POVERENJA U \u017dIVOT! Nema druge, nego verovati \u017eivotu da je promenu napravio, za tvoje najve\u0107e dobro! Pomislim, neko brine o tebi, sigurno ima neki plan za tebe&#8230; Ka\u017eem u sebi: &#8220;Nisi sama, ti mo\u017eda sada ne vidi\u0161 zbog \u010dega je to dobro, ali jeste, dobro je, ina\u010de te ne bi \u017eivot &#8220;saterao uza zid&#8221; i otvorio novo poglavlje!&#8221; Zamislim, kako sam u mirnom moru, ra\u0161irim ruke, plutam, gledam u nebo i prepustim se&#8230; Tog trenutka, oslobodim se straha i dam \u017eivotu sebe u ruke. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jer&#8230; &#8220;Bog nekad krivom crtom pi\u0161e pravo!&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Voli vas, Neda<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Drvo ispred moje terase je po\u010delo da cveta. 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