{"id":329,"date":"2017-01-08T18:41:25","date_gmt":"2017-01-08T17:41:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/?p=329"},"modified":"2022-04-01T00:30:48","modified_gmt":"2022-03-31T23:30:48","slug":"ja-bas-volim-onu-koja-ne-postoji","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/blog\/da-vam-nesto-kazem\/ja-bas-volim-onu-koja-ne-postoji\/","title":{"rendered":"Ja ba\u0161 volim onu, koja ne postoji"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"bsf_rt_marker\"><\/div><p>&#8220;<em> Neko nas posmarta, neko nas stalno gleda&#8230;&#8221; EKV<\/em><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/FB_IMG_1473714212293.jpg?ssl=1\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-22\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/FB_IMG_1473714212293.jpg?resize=300%2C269&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"269\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/FB_IMG_1473714212293.jpg?resize=300%2C269&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/FB_IMG_1473714212293.jpg?resize=350%2C314&amp;ssl=1 350w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/svestojesam.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/FB_IMG_1473714212293.jpg?w=720&amp;ssl=1 720w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Ili, Neko nas Tajno gleda&#8230; Dobrodo\u0161la Tajno! Dobrodo\u0161lo, sve idealno i bajno! Dobrodo\u0161la, ti, koju posmatram, a to ni ne zna\u0161. Dobrodo\u0161la, tiha patnjo. Dobrodo\u0161la, vatro moje du\u0161e.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Dobrodo\u0161la, ti, kojoj se ime ne usu\u0111ujem da izgovorim, dok govorim nekom nebitnom, ko te pomene, onako, non\u0161alantno: &#8220;Ko to be\u0161e? Ne se\u0107am se&#8230;&#8221; A se\u0107a\u0161 se&#8230; I hoda i govora i pogleda&#8230; Se\u0107a\u0161 se zgloba na ruci, narukvice, stopala. Se\u0107a\u0161 se da je trebalo da je zgrabi\u0161 tada, a nisi. I kao svaki san, neka on\/ona, tvoja idealna ipak, ostane u snu. Dobrodo\u0161ao, gorak ukuse u ustima. Dobrodo\u0161ao, nedosanjani. Dobrodo\u0161la, knedlo u grlu, svega onoga \u0161to nisi smeo\/smela da izgovori\u0161 tada. Dobrodo\u0161la, ti, koja ne postoji\u0161, a meni si stvarna. Dobrodo\u0161la, nado da \u0107u te negde sresti, slu\u010dajno. Makar, dobrodo\u0161la u moj u san. Dobrodo\u0161la ti, koju vidim kad zatvorim o\u010di. Dobrodo\u0161la, maglo. Dobrodo\u0161la, neuhvatljiva. Dobrodo\u0161la, samo\u0107o, dok tebi idealnom\/idealnoj, pi\u0161em pesmu u mraku. Dobrodo\u0161la, jo\u0161 koja \u010da\u0161ico jakog alkohola, koja mi pe\u010de\u0161 grlo i srce. Dobrodo\u0161la, samo\u0107o. Dobrodo\u0161le, sve lake \u017eene i mu\u0161karci, dok \u010dekam tebe idelanu\/idealnog, mog\/moju. Dobrodo\u0161le, sve preljube u tre\u0107oj smeni, dok zatvara\u0161 o\u010di i zami\u0161lja\u0161 nju\/njega. Dobrodo\u0161la, \u010dipko na \u010darapama, koje bi joj rado pocepao. A cepa ih neko Stvaran. Svi, samo ne ti&#8230; Dobrodo\u0161la, ljubavi iz pro\u0161log \u017eivota&#8230; Negde smo se &#8220;slu\u010dajno&#8221; dotakli. Dobrodo\u0161la, misti\u010dna, nedoku\u010diva, lepa i eroti\u010dna moja. Dobrodo\u0161la, moja &#8220;hrano&#8221;, moja zavisnosti, zabludo moja. Dobrodo\u0161la, najmutnija morska dubino, \u0161to si mi razum pomutila. Dobrodo\u0161la, moja prostitutko, moja daleka. Moja i sva\u010dija i ni\u010dija. Dobrodo\u0161li, svi erotski snovi. Dobrodo\u0161la, ti moja idealna, a tako zajebano &#8220;o\u0161te\u0107ena&#8221;. Dobrodo\u0161la, ne brini se, ja \u0107u te &#8220;le\u010diti&#8221; od svih pro\u0161lih, a i sam\/sama sam &#8220;bolesna\/bolestan&#8221;. Dobrodo\u0161li, Venero, Neptune i Marsu u Ribama. Dobrodo\u0161la, ti moja, ja tvoj, u mraku, skloni\u0161tu, da niko ne zna. Da niko ne nasluti, tu na\u0161u &#8220;realnost&#8221;, samo nama znanu. Dobrodo\u0161ao, poglede koji si zamu\u0107en i slu\u0111en, dok je posmatra\u0161. Dobrodo\u0161li&#8230; Sre\u0161\u0107emo se u Snu. I&#8230;. Osta\u0107emo u Snu. Nama je i mesto u snu. Tako je i najbolje&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Voli vas,<\/p>\n<p>Neda<\/p>\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\"  id=\"_ytid_29202\"  width=\"660\" height=\"371\"  data-origwidth=\"660\" data-origheight=\"371\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/dVDfDkvT4P8?enablejsapi=1&#038;autoplay=0&#038;cc_load_policy=0&#038;cc_lang_pref=&#038;iv_load_policy=1&#038;loop=0&#038;modestbranding=0&#038;rel=1&#038;fs=1&#038;playsinline=0&#038;autohide=2&#038;theme=dark&#038;color=red&#038;controls=1&#038;\" class=\"__youtube_prefs__  epyt-is-override  no-lazyload\" title=\"YouTube player\"  allow=\"fullscreen; accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen data-no-lazy=\"1\" data-skipgform_ajax_framebjll=\"\"><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220; Neko nas posmarta, neko nas stalno gleda&#8230;&#8221; EKV Ili, Neko nas Tajno gleda&#8230; Dobrodo\u0161la&#8230;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"pmpro_default_level":"","_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"_glsr_average":0,"_glsr_ranking":0,"_glsr_reviews":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=329"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1329,"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329\/revisions\/1329"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=329"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=329"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/svestojesam.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=329"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}